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When I Realized

All of this from a hypocrite murderous saint, we do see the lust inside your black eyes. Your entitled parents continue to break rules, expecting you to follow. Everyone I know, abusers of recycled clichés. How to trust anyone, I cannot conceive. I cannot believe why the things I see never match the things I read. They all act like they’ve given you something. After all this, you remain the biggest cliché of them all. Causeless rebels and talented failures. Please, tell us what you see. Nobody gives a damn, just keep following the damned. Step off the train, lost is the only reasonable place to be. When I realized, everything is lies. It became clear, society is a joke. The one thought keeping me alive, success is not a fluke. A song by Rodriguez reminds me that, eventually, greatness is found. The world reminds me to accept responsibility for my mistakes. Yet, accepting this makes me feel alone amongst a family of deceivers and the trending manipulation I still name my friends. It was then, when I realized that lost is the only reasonable place to be. To be.