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What if Life wasn’t just a Game?

if you didn’t hate me

if you didn’t need to change me

if you let me love you

this is no Hollywood movie

this is no fair or perfect world

no, this one’s just trying to screw you

then again, so am I

I’m the shit that the world left

like the demon who would rather watch the fire burn

that will never be enough to make me want to change

fuck it, I’m completely deranged

that is the only thing I actually like about myself

I despise conformity.

I AM THE PSYCHOPATH

none of your actions make any sense anyway

insanity keeps me from getting too tense

and allows me to see you’re all trapped in a game

if only life wasn’t just a game

I could take it a little slow

I could make it slowly grow

I could grow it into a show

the show would be grand

the show would be great

and there would be nothing we called fate

if you didn’t hate me

if you didn’t need to change me

we could’ve been we

instead we’re a nobody waits to see

an occasional lust-filled dream

fuck you and fuck them

I’ll never be ready for roots and a stem

life is of fruits and flowers

and fucking super powers!

I cannot follow any plan

here it is, my master plan

the next time you find me

you will see me as a bum

or you will see me as the one

I would die to avoid mediocrity

because my mind is a gun

here I am beneath the sun

here I am, standing in a run